Photo: Suzie Fletcher |
This post is an
addendum to my earlier account of the live art project I carried out at
Melbourne Festival Of Visual & Performing Arts recently.
Photo: Suzie Fletcher |
My own photos
showed ‘Time Passages’, - the large
piece I worked on there, in some detail, but were singularly devoid of human
content. The reality is, of course, that
you can’t be producing artwork, interacting with the public and photographing
yourself all at the same time. Luckily,
my friend Suzie found time to take some between her duties as Open Exhibition
organiser, which I’ve included here. It also
means I’ve broken my general rule of not including my own ugly mug on this
blog. Trust me, it won’t happen very
often.
Photos: Suzie Fletcher |
Of course, when
the throng was thickest in The Assembly Rooms, Suzie was also fairly
preoccupied, so you’ll just have to take my word for the fact that the room was
actually pretty full at regular intervals throughout the weekend. You get the idea…
Photos: Suzie Fletcher |
I don’t need to
say too much more about this project but I do want to take the opportunity to
include a couple of passages of writing which seem to bookend it. Indeed my initial reading (or re-reading) of them could be said to mark the starting point and the conclusion of it, in my mind. The first is a piece, written by
Suzie herself during a Poetry Workshop at nearby Calke Abbey, earlier
this year [1.].
From what I’ve read, some very impressive work resulted from these and I
definitely had in mind the varying emotional responses of the writers to that
antiquated environment when I began planning ‘Time Passages’. Suzie wrote
several ‘Calke Love Poems’ during the
workshop and this was the one I recalled most often, as I worked on it.
Bedroom At Calke Abbey. Photo: National Trust/John Parkinson |
Bypass
I lost my heart to this great house
Owing to misdemeanors past
And a delicate disposition last
It’s stowed away from prying eyes
‘place unknown’ categorised
I asked the gamekeeper,
Cook and chamber maid
Have you seen my heart?
Til’ they tired of my refrain
Have you checked your pockets?
Is it on your sleeve?
Have you checked your lists
And inventories?
I retraced my steps of
A hundred years
Looked for clues
The whys and wheres
This is absurd!
Said left brain to right brain
Take the logical approach
You must have stored it under ‘h’!
And then Doubt crept in
With her theories
It could be listed under
Organs, pumps or curiosities
What about mechanisms,
Components or specimens?
Oddities, miscellanea, cornucopia
Animal, vegetable, mineral
Or ‘Other’!
You’re not helping, Doubt
Asserts right brain
Tending towards drama queen
You’re both being ridiculous
This is all in vain
It’s plainly not filed anywhere
It’s lost in hell without a spare!
A heated argument ensued
I retreated to a darkened room
And only when
I had lost hope too
It dawned on me
How deeply I love you
Nailed to the wall for all to see
I pass my heart every day
Unbeknownst to me [2.].
The 'Potting Shed' At Calke Abbey. Photo: Phillip Sangwell |
The second piece
is the final passage of ‘Alices’s
Adventures In Wonderland’. As
already described in my earlier post, that was the other suggested source that
fed into my thinking about the project at the start; and it really triggered my
ideas about subjective time in the final piece.
It was a pleasure to return to Carroll’s text again after some years,
and to discover the rather lovely closing section. It’s perhaps a little sentimental for some
tastes, but I do find it rather moving.
It differs from the rest of the book’s fantastical tone in being a a
more grown up reflection, from the perspective of Alice’s older sister, on the
nature of dream time and the subjective memories of childhood that dwell deep
within us all [3.].
Sir John Tenniel, Illustration From 'Alice's Adventures In Wonderland' |
“‘Wake up, Alice dear!’
said her sister. ‘Why, what a long sleep
you’ve had!’
‘Oh, I’ve had such a
curious dream!’ said Alice, and she told her sister, as well as she could
remember them, all the strange Adventures of hers that you have just been
reading about; and when she had finished, her sister kissed her, and said, ‘It
was a curious dream, dear, certainly: but now run in to your tea; it’s getting
late.’ So Alice got up and ran off,
thinking while she ran, as well she might, what a wonderful dream it had been.”
“But her sister sat still
just as she left her, leaning her head on her hand, watching the setting sun,
and thinking of little Alice and all her wonderful Adventures, till she too
began dreaming after a fashion, and this was her dream:
“First, she dreamed of
little Alice herself, and once again the tiny hands were clasped upon her knee,
and the bright, eager eyes were looking up into hers – she could hear the very
tones of her voice, and see that queer little toss of her head to keep back the
wandering hair that would always get into her eyes – and still as she listened,
or seemed to listen, the whole place around her seemed alive with the strange
creatures of her little sister’s dream.
“The long grass rustled at
her feet as the White Rabbit hurried by – the frightened Mouse splashed his way
through the neighbouring pool – she could hear the rattle of teacups as the
March Hare and his friends shared their never-ending meal, and the shrill voice
of the Queen ordering off her unfortunate guests to execution – once more the
pig-baby was sneezing on the Duchess’s knee, while plates and dishes crashed
around it – once more the shriek of the Gryphon, the squeaking of the Lizard’s
slate-pencil, and the air, mixed up with the distant sobs of the miserable Mock
Turtle.
“So she sat on, with
closed eyes, and half believed herself in Wonderland, though she knew she had
but to open them again, and all would change to dull reality – the grass would
be only rustling in the wind, and the pool rippling to the waving of the reeds
– the rattling teacups would change to tinkling sheep-bells, and the Queen’s
shrill cries to the voice of the Shepherd boy – and the sneeze of the baby, the
shriek of the Gryphon, and all the other queer noises, would change (she knew)
to the confused clamour of the busy farm-yard – while the lowing of the cattle
in the distance would take the place of the Mock Turtle’s heavy sobs.
“Lastly, she pictured to
herself how this same little sister of hers would, in the after-time, be
herself a grown woman; and how she would keep, through all her riper years, the
simple and loving heart of childhood; and how she would gather about her other
little children, and make their eyes bright and eager with many a strange tale,
perhaps even with the dream of Wonderland of long ago: and how she would feel
with all their simple sorrows, and find a pleasure in all their simple joys,
remembering her own child-life and the happy summer days.” [4.]
[1.]: Part of the programme of such workshops run by 'Expressium Poetics'.
[2.]: Suzie Fletcher, 'Bypass', From 'Calke Love Poems' (A Series Of Pieces Written In Response To The Environment And Memories Of Calke Abbey, Derbyshire).
[3.]: There has been much speculation about the
exact nature of Carroll’s (in reality, Rev. Charles Dodgson), relationship with
young Alice Liddell, on whom his heroine was modeled and for whom the book was
penned. I guess it’s hard not to be suspicious
in these cynical, sex-obsessed times, but for now, I’m content to keep an open
mind and hope that his real motive was to revel in the innocence and
imagination of childhood, and nothing more sinister. The truth is, of course, rarely black and
white.